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Post by RHEA on Jan 20, 2011 12:35:30 GMT -5
Her heart was beating faster then it ever had before, she had been working for months to get this. Training herself to turn away from the drugs and alcohol to be with her husband and child. to be with her family. Everything was wrong. Her body shook as she held the bottle in her hand, she didnt want this she never wanted this. Everything in her body every morsel of her was screaming no she didnt want this. She couldnt stop though, maybe she really didnt want to stop. She tipped the bottle to her lips and felt everything inside of her give in remembering how much her insides adored the bottle, the way it felt against her lips the way it tasted on her tongue and how it felt dripping down her throat. It was as much apart of her as her family was and there was no way in hell she was giving this up.
After that moment she didn’t remember a thing until she woke up. Her head was throbbing like nothing she had felt before and she was looking into the eyes of her husband the dissapointed eyes that she was never going to see again. Every hope she had had before last night was gone. All her future dreams destroyed by that one drink she couldnt take. That one moment of resistance that she couldnt push out of her brain her life was over now. Rhea smiled happily, she had been watching this woman for months and waiting till her hopes were at their highest to make them come down. It was a happy ending, well at least for Rhea it was. She walked out of her room happily she had spent the last twelve hours in a trance looking at the world below them. It wasnt hard these days to take peoples hopes and dreams away infact it was easier then it had ever been but now a days it was a false hope and dream they put out and it didnt satisfy Rhea. She loved having the realness of lost hopes and dreams come to her, not the fake false stuff that left her feeling sour. It was the good stuff that had her giving off the happiness that she was. “I told you sis that she would come crashing down” she said to her sister, the goddess of hopes and dreams as she left. The two of them had both been hoping this girl would be theirs each of them trying and trying to saw her into their direction. Rhea had of course won she had always been the strongest of the two. She winked at her sister before leaving. Rhea was high on her happiness, it was moments like that that kept Rhea happy for weeks on end. Right now she could use a drink herself after watching the party that girl had gone to. She pulled out a bottle from the pockets of her dress and made way to the gardens she wasnt sharing this with anyone. And Rhea knew how the gods liked to party if anyone saw her they woud be begging for a shot, or running to grab more people for a party, Rhea didnt want to party with gods though she wants to go for some mortal partying the show last night left her with her own thoughts of taking a trip to Earth and partying harder then she ever had before. tagged.Danna <3 outfit. yaya i made one <3.notes. Ending of it kinda sucks sorry darrling. credits. carolyn's sweet blasphemy *
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Post by DANNA on Jan 24, 2011 16:52:35 GMT -5
Can't be outfought
Can't be outdone Her plan was getting nowhere.
Danna shook her head in irritation as she stood in the elevator, headed up to the impossible, yet very real, 600th floor of the Empire State building. It had been so hopeful when she first came up with the idea, and even more optimistic once she met Jesse. Now, though, she felt as if she were back to square one. Her time on Earth with Jesse had been wonderful, but it had been too wonderful. She enjoyed his company way too much, trusted him way too much, felt way too easy around him, and was far too attracted to him. He had this power over her that she didn’t like, their chemistry rivaling her love for Tony in its control over her. And that was a comparison she didn’t like one bit. She didn’t like being weak, and Jesse made her weak. So the one person who had ever listened to her, the first person she thought she could recruit into this business, was gone. He wasn’t an option anymore. If her plan had to be set back a while just to avoid him and what he did to her, then just fine.
She needed to train. She nodded to herself, body tense as she began down the Walkway, the majestic clouds surrounding the glorious area doing nothing to ease her mood at all. The whole set up was calm and serene, but it possibly only did more to spoil her mood. Her eyes were sharp and darting around, glancing over every god and goddess around, searching for her father, for Ares. He was probably busy and probably gloating that she was so scared of him she had run off to Earth to avoid a few training sessions. She didn’t care, right now she needed to work. She needed to fight him, to make herself stronger, to build back up her esteem, and most importantly to get her mind off of things. She raked her fingers through her blond curls, pausing for a few moments looking around. Of course, when she actually needed to find him and needed to train, he was no where to be found. She huffed and turned towards the gardens. She wasn’t sure why Ares would be there, but it didn’t hurt to try in case he was enjoying a little tryst with some unimportant goddess or another.
She walked the gardens up and down twice to no avail and finally marched back through to head out of them. She needed to calm down, her anger spiraling out of nothing more than panic and fear. Danna was thinking too much and she desperately needed it to stop, but it seemed the more she tried, the more she failed, and the worse it got. She slowed her pace and took in a few deep breaths, trying to calm down a bit as she tried walking through and clearing her head. Overreacting like this was only giving Jesse more power, and she was not having that. As she walked she passed by a fellow goddess, one she didn’t know very well. Well if her plan for Jesse wasn’t going to happen, she should at least try making other friends. She needed this plan to work and she needed something to show for it. Hopefully this would work out. “My oh my, drinking alone?” she teased, slowing as she neared the other goddess. “And in the middle of the day.”
Can't be outmatched Can't be outrun TAGS: Rhea WORDS: number OUTFIT: H E R E ! NOTES: sorry it's horribllllle LYRICS: Linkin Park CREDIT: Dirty Mercury from CAUTION 2.0
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Post by RHEA on Jan 24, 2011 20:37:07 GMT -5
Rhea sat alone on the gardens hardly anyone came to them anymore the gods in Olympus didn’t believe in love an overly lot so coming to a romantic place well that just wasn’t their style at least none that she had met yet. Their were quite a few gods on Olympus that Rhea had hardly met usually only in passings by had she seen them a quick nod and a small hello and they were both off on their own. It was always like this unless you were close with another god or a meeting was happening you didnt hear much from them. Everyone had their own business and kept to it, sometime it made Rhea feel rather alone which was why most of her days were spent screwing around with mortals, making their dreams and hopes become nothing but a squashed bug on their windshield nothing but lost in the wind. Rhea twirled her ring on her finger as she sat alone in the garden drinking, boy it was so lonely up her. She wondered how the others dealt with it, though she knew the answer to that the either had sex with each other or sex down on Earth so that they really were never alone. She thought it was hillarious how most had husbands and wives and yet still went down to Earth for the sexual thrill what was wrong with sexing their married partner, she would. She sighed taking a drink from the bottle, Rhea felt pittiful drinking alone but she couldn’t help it, it was the most fun she could have here, perhaps she could go find one of Ares hunkey sons and get busy with them. Actually now that the thought had popped into her head she was definately counting on it. It wasn’t much longer after that thought that Ares prize child came walking down the garden path. She smiled as Danna began to tease her drinking alone and in the middle of the day, she had met Danna on a few occasionas and if it had not been for hearing other gods talk about her she would have never known her name. “Want some?” She asked wiggling the bottle in Danna’s direction she doubted that Danna would walk away from the offer she looked like she could use a couple of drinks anyway. “I’m Rhea, I know who you are. I wasn’t sure if you knew my name though” Rhea kept to herself a lot, her sister was the more outgoing one Rhea was the one who liked to sit around and wait to crash down peoples hopes and dreams maybe thats why she found Olympus so boring. Now though with someone else to drink with maybe it could be a little fun. Rhea produced another bottle from in the folds of her dress she had not been expecting to use this one but hey drinking with another person meant more booze was needed. “You can have that bottle” she said gesturing to the over half way full bottle that was sitting next to danna “I go this one covered” she cracked it open taking a drink. tagged.Danna <3 outfit. yaya i made one <3.notes. Yours didnt suck I liked Danna's teasing of the drinking credits. carolyn's sweet blasphemy *
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