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Post by bells on Feb 27, 2011 8:32:18 GMT -5
  No one can ever predict the future, a blessing and a cuss. If you knew what going to happen, all you'd do is focus on the future and ways to change what's about to happen. Not knowing however, people obsess of it..hoping and wondering if their life would ever get any better. Isabella Carlie Rose couldn't care less about the future, it was the past that she couldn't seem to escape.., Valentine's day had been by far the worst day of her life, she should have just skipped the ball all together or the party at least... If only she had, then there was a great chance she and Zach would still have been together. There were many 'what ifs' and 'if onlys' and honestly she was sure if she kept it up she was going to totally lose her mind. She had been in relationships before and she promised herself that she'd never be this type of girl...but that was before Zach. It seemed like such a stupid and silly thing to say but he was by far the best thing that had ever happened to her.
She knew that much was true, if nothing else. If not for that after party...that stupid game, she never would have dreamed of kissing Nathan Wilder. The action itself wasn't panned,..it just sort of happened. Though because of it along with several other things...she was now on a very large downward spiral. She had hit rock bottom, and there wasn't a whole lot left for her. Well she did have her popularity but who knew if that would last...she was the pregnant cheerleader now. Part of her did care what people thought, the truth was though, she'd give up everything she had to have just one more chance with Zach.
Today was setting off the be another worst days of her life, at least it was almost over. Of course she had one more thing that had to be done before she could call the day officially over and go home. It was for that reason she found herself walking down the street as the sun was starting to set. Along with the sounds of cars and people talking, she could hear her shoes clicking against the pavement...that and her cell phone as she typed in a text message. 'Zach...there's just one more thing I need to tell you before I'll leave you alone forever. Maybe you don't want whats going to happen, but I at least want you to know what it's going to be... Please, could you meet me outside in like twenty minutes...I just don't want anyone else involved' She spent a few moments just staring at the message before she finally hit the send button. It was about the baby, that's of course why she was waiting outside where he lived now.
He wouldn't have told his parents...and this was her way of trying to keep them from finding out. She had caused him enough problems..and them finding out he had gotten her pregnant...That was something she hadn't even told her parents. They thought she was going to spend the night over at Serena's house. That was true...she just had to go to the doctors first...and now to see Zach.. After putting her phone away, all that remained in her hand was the picture that showed the baby....sort of, it was still developing of course but it was far enough along that she just leaner the gender..
She sighed to herself, putting the picture gently away as well before folding her arms across her chest. There was still a little bit of time before she asked him to meet her...if he was going to show up at all. An hour, that's all that she could wait. It was dark out...and even she knew it wasn't smart for a girl like her to be walking alone. She loved going around the city...but when she did at night, Zach had always been with her. A fact that was painfully untrue right now. There was a lot of sounds around her...it was a rather busy city even when not in the heart of it. That's why she she paid no mind to the footsteps behind her... Well not until she felt a pair of strong arms grab her and pull her back into the ally behind where she was standing. A gasp broke through her lips but there was no time to scream as her mouth was covered. She thrashed, fighting back as best as she could, but it was impossible while pinned to the wall... There was three of them at least...her mind was panicking to much to go into a whole lot of details. All she could focus on was the sickening feeling in her stomach when she knew what they wanted and that they were going to get it...
BLACKOUT
She had been sure her life couldn't get any worse...she had just been proven wrong...after something like that, it's hard to worry about anything else...death perhaps, but honestly even that would have been a mercy killing. He body trembled from where she sat upon the ground. Her dress was torn quite badly but enough to keep her covered. Her jacket in worse condition that and it was crumpled in a pile to the side where everything else that had been ripped off had gone. She squeezed her eyes shut, slowly shaking her head back and forth..praying to every god that this would all just go away.
Bruises covered nearly every once of her body, her hair a tangled mess..caked with dirt and a bit of blood from where her head had been hit a little too hard. She hurt of course and why she had even been here in the first place had been all but forgotten. Who knew how much time had passed...she knew she had to get up and leave..but she simply just couldn't get herself to move even an inch.
"This is your character talking!" and now this is what their thoughts look like. feel free to change the colors, theyre just the ones that match the text.
this is for TAGGED! it came out to be a lovely WORDCOUNT words long, and my character is wearing something like OUTFITLINKHERE. Its YOUR NOTES. The thread template was made by GREEN EGGS AND SAM! of caution 2.0 and the lyrics in the text are from forget paris.
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Post by ADRESTIA on Feb 27, 2011 11:00:10 GMT -5
YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE YOUR EYES if ten million fireflies lit upTHE WORLD AS I FELL ASLEEP ADRESTIA had been bored, that was her reason for coming to Earth. Lately it seemed as if all the focus in her entire family was on Danna and so she needed an escape, not that she didnt like her sister, she just didn’t want to be in that fan club right now. Danna seemed to get everything, she had a man that seemed to love and fight for her. Their dad loved her more then any child he had ever fathered, and their mother who always acted like she never cared about any of her children seemed to be more and more in love with Danna though Adrestia couldn’t be sure Aphrodite was always a hard one to decipher. Along with that Danna was pregnant, that was one thing Adrestia didn’t mind Danna having because it made her miserable, or at least it had made her miserable in the beginning it seemed now that she didn’t care all that much.
Really Ade shouldn’t have been complaining though, it wasnt like she had a bad life infact her life was better then most. She was a goddess and as such could never die, she was able to influence humans in anyway that she had wanted to. It had to be just today that was getting to her, she was a lot more grumpy then usual so that was what she thought was causing this giant green monster of jealousy that was pumping through her body. It was that reason she had decided to come to Earth she needed a good New York City party.
Adrestia had spent the day hours shopping and had spent more then she had originally planned. She found the perfect outfit for the night on this shopping trip. A brown zip up leather halter top with dark jeans that have patches all over them. Her shoes matched the brown of her top and were also zip up high heels. Then she had bought a bunch of random jewelry that looked good with all of her clothing items. She adored the outfit so much that had just gone back to the hotel to begin getting ready. Her hair was done half up and half down, the top half was in a uber huge snookie bump. While down on Earth she had caught a couple episodes of Jersey Shore and was now in love with snookies hair style, it had caught her eye right away and was super easy to do.
Finally it was late enough that she could go out and not look like a loser for being the first one at the club. She had made it to her first club and had spent most of the night in there, drinking and talking with as many guys as she possibley could. She wanted to find a man that could love her as much as jesse loved her sister, though she knew that would not be possible with a mortal man she still tried. She had spent most of the time in this club with a real charmer but when she found out that he was really a married man who took off his ring when he went to clubs she punched him in the face and left as soon as she got her jacket. She hated men they were such pigs and she wondered if maybe she should just go into lesbianism. It seemed much easier and you hardly ever saw lesbians going through the same drama that straight women did.
Those were all drunk thoughts though she knew she could never be a lesbian she loved the penis way to much and it was the drive to get some that pushed her on to the next club she had been walking to it when she noticed a body in an alley way. On any other day she would have just walked away and left the body there not caring at all about who it was but she noticed the beautiful blonde hair and thought for a foolish moment that it was her sister Danna. She rushed over to the body, her own shaking in fear when she laid eyes on her sister. It was not her sister Danna though it was her half sister, Isabella. Her eyes widened as she looked at her, she had just gone through one hell of a mess and looked as though she had been raped. “Bella omg Bella, are you okay??” she said knowing that of course her sister was not okay, Bella was pregnant and a shock like this could send her into a state where she would loose the baby. She moved closer to her sister kneeling to the ground wondering if she should call 911, she opened her phone quickly and paused before dialing the number. “Bella, please speak to me” she said to her sister before touching her throat to see if she was still alive.
"Talking looks like this!"
Thinking looks like this!
"Other characters talking looks like this!"
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Post by bells on Mar 1, 2011 18:35:11 GMT -5
Coming here to see Zach, especially with him wanting nothing to do with her...she had known that it wouldn't end well. All she had wanted was for him to know the gender of her...well their baby. He wanted nothing to do with her or the child...but whether he liked it or not he couldn't deny that the baby insider her was his as well. Deep down part of her knew that this was selfish, he wanted to be left alone. But as much as she wanted to give him what he wanted, she just couldn't if she just gave up, she knew there wouldn't be a day in which she didn't regret it.
The worst thing she had pictured, aside from him simply not coming down to meet her at all was him not listening to what she had to say. They were having a boy and she at lest owed it to their son for Zach to know about him...that was if he'd even know Bella. Abortion was out of the question, even if it hadn't been too late...she knew she couldn't have gone through with it. Which left her two options. Adoption, or raise the baby by herself...both had their pros and cons..near impossible in their own way.
With adoption, it would mean giving her child up at the risk of never seeing him again. But deep down she knew this option would be the best thing for her son. She'd make sure he'd get the best parents avaliable. They'd love him and take care of him, more importantly they'd have the means to take care of him. Two adults with careres and their lives already planned out. Then there was keeping him, which in her heart...is what she wanted to do...even just after these few months...she lived her baby and in all honesty he was all that she really had...
Of course though ever negative thought, every bad idea she had....it couldn't even begin to compare to what had actually happened to her. It just happened too fast...in less than twenty minutes the men had come and gone...already having their way with her. They used her and tossed her aside like a useless piece of trash. In tv and movies rape victims like this nine times out of dead were murdered. She was very much alive though she couldn't help but to wish that they had in fact killed her...it would have put an end to all this pain.
It felt like they had set every inch of her body on fire, she hurt everywhere and that was something that anyone would believe. Her clothes were torn but still covering up everything that needed to be. Her skin though...the visible as well as what oulsn't be seen...nearly every inch was convert in a bruise or cut or something. She hurt all over and some how she gelt nothing at the exact same time. It was the strangest sensation in the world and certainly not something she was about to start bragging about. She remained upon the ground where the had left her, her eyes squeezed shut as she prayed it would all just go away.
She wasn't alone and like before she didn't notice that fact right away. She was simply lucky this time the person with her had no intention of causing her arm. She was already mentally unstable, something that anyone would understand..Another attack like that or any kind for that matter, Isabella Rose wouldn't have been able to handle it. She had only met her half sister a dozen or so times but enough that she knew her voice. She inwardly scoffed when she heard the words 'are you okay' on a normal day she would have responded with something along the lines as, do I look okay.
Today...wasn't a normal day and Bella was far from okay. She knew that she should answer...do something so Adrestia knew she was still alive. Words wouldn't form on her lips for the moment and it felt like trying to move the world itself when she attempted to move her body. "I--I have...to...h-e has to know..." She croaked out, of all things remembering why she had first come here. Slowly her eyes opened and she tried to get up but with a sharp gasp she stopped.
"This is your character talking!" and now this is what their thoughts look like. feel free to change the colors, theyre just the ones that match the text.
this is for TAGGED! it came out to be a lovely WORDCOUNT words long, and my character is wearing something like OUTFITLINKHERE. Its YOUR NOTES. The thread template was made by GREEN EGGS AND SAM! of caution 2.0 and the lyrics in the text are from forget paris.
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